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Selfhelping and Selfsabotaging Emetophobic Comedian

 

Mentor

 

Everlasting Spiritual Teacher & Student

 

Independent Philosopher

 

Crazy Artist & Author

 

Cultural Creative for 20 years and counting...

 

 A storm created these.

 

 

My name is Anette and I live in a modest but idyllic and stunning region in northern Sweden. Some of the clips with George Clooney in the movie "The American" were shot in this area.

I was born with a natural artistic talent, and could easily have done a career in this field, graphic design, art director or illustrator. I never did. I was always too afraid to be caught in a nutshell. Today I still sometimes keep wondering if I made the right choice.

I'm passionate about writing. For me it's a way to get messages out more specificly. I have written and published a book at my own label in my language. My favorite fields covers areas like philosophy, psychology, personal growth, ethics and mysticism. This website is my international space.

 

 

 

During the end of 2008 and 2009 I went through a giant mental and spiritual breakdown. I lost my motivation completely, I lost my faith and trust, I lost everything. An income from a job that I hated anyway. I have lost three teeth. But worst of all, the things that I value the most, my health and my inspiration - the only things that really makes my life worth living.

I have never been so afraid for such a long time in my entire life before. I knew exactly what I wanted, but I had no control what so ever, either of what was going on inside of me or of how to regain it again. For you see, in that darkness of being so terribly lost I understood that the only one that could help, or rather save me, was me. To just silently find my way back to me and to the spark and fuel of my purpose - unconditional love. 

It's a reminder of how fragile life and the human soul can be sometimes. Somehow I must have been losing myself along the way. Or was it just some kind of apparently cruel test? Or was I just too much of a coward to let it happen? Hell on earth is an understatement of what I experienced. I'd rather be tortured in prison for the rest of my life than losing my true soul. I am now slowly recovering from the depression and the final goal is to hopefully have my precious creativity back on track again. Nothing is in vain but everything takes time. And the lesson is love - always. End of self pity and sob stories...

 

 

 

 

If I ever start blogging here more and more frequently I will have to ask for your patience regarding the language. Hopefully the message will shine through on some of the pieces of mirrors possibly shattered of grammars and spelling. I'm afraid I don't want to depend on others having each and every live blog post edited and corrected.

 

 

 

 

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